October 2010
Time to straighten up my mind.: Driving through... →
youyeahyou:
Driving through the rain and listening to Tegan and Sara. Such a seemingly innocent combination but it sets about such a strange feeling in my stomach. My body seems to be remembering a different time.
My emotions ran high back then. I was filled with love, hate, anger, sadness, and excitement….
and those were the best of times, even it was with everything gone so wrong...
September 2010
i'd explain if i could
but all i like to say is that i’m so happy, and leave it at that. happiness, as ideal as it is, really isn’t that interesting if you’re not feeling it.
“I have a theory that every time you make an important choice, the part of you...”
– Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit, Jeanette Winterson (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
one year down.
forever to go. and i’m okay with that, even if the memories won’t stop. and it’s only day one of new nostalgia week.
“I have found it easier to identify with the characters who verge upon hysteria,...”
– (via rawrxja)
“This isn’t fair, No, Don’t you try to blame this on me. My love for you was...”
– Pierce The Veil, Bulletproof Love (via rawrxja)
A Coin toss won't save me this time.
oh the glory when you ran outside, with your shirt...
notes
“i’d like to say i’m always in control, but i rarely am. i just run on feelings. and it’s thanks to her that those feelings always end up good.”
“and there we were, standing before the longest walkway i’d ever seen, glowing all the way up to the door as if it was some sort of wonderland through the gate.”
“i’ll never feel so alive as i...
i'll never feel so alive as when everything's in...
ANDREW MURRAY I SEE YOU ON TUMBLR. GET ON AIM.
i’m much to ecstatic and i can feel it, the feeling of feeling everything because you’re not in a bubble here little girl, they can reach you here. they know how, because they love you in whatever way they can. and you love them back, in that way of being completely alive and just a little afraid.
“i am going away for a while
but i’ll be back
don’t try and follow...”
– misguided ghosts, by paramore
(just something that describes my life right now)
i'm going to forget something
there’s two letters in the back of my notebook. i need plato and media & culture. there’s an addressed envelope missing the street number. there are only two pens left, though the third has a tendency to reappear. she needs your purple shirt, you need her number. i painted my nails. i heard the new jack’s mannequin song. i did my homework for today. i need to read and post...
damp philosophies
we strolled into the backyard
in all honesty the concept of water
had been forgotten
so we stood there, keeping our distance
the philosophies filling me up
with tongues of shvetaketu and buddha
as his
cold, soaked figure ascended from the water and came closer
and as i
dodged his dripping tentacles of ten
like plato’s complex and unpin able arguments
i slithered away from his...
sentences
the moon was so bright the sky still looked blue.
“are you middle eastern?” “no.” “you should be. are you black?” “no.” “you need to be.”
yes, i do watch hellcats and write poetry at 1 am.
could listen to this voice forever →
“You’ve a good heart. Sometimes that’s enough to see you safe wherever you go....”
– (via loveyourchaos)
libra, september 20th
You don’t want everyone to notice you today, yet, paradoxically, you may be thinking about what you want to share with others. Unexpressed fear isn’t the only thing holding you back now. You also need to establish a daily routine so that doing your chores or homework won’t stand between you and even bigger goals. Even if you are unsure of your destination, practice trusting your...
libra, september 19th
It’s not easy to maintain your clarity today about your feelings. If someone pushes you to express something you weren’t ready to reveal, your reaction might be surprisingly volatile as it releases other feelings that you didn’t even know you had. Although losing your temper can turn your life upside down for a while, anything that comes out into the open now could help to clear...
i'm not gonna fake it this time.
i've got four envelopes and seven letters
why is it always seven letters?
oh, and a certain package to be mailed soon after.
late night hearts
PREFER: 1. Babe or baby: babe 2. Sweetie or cupcake: sweetie 3. Darlin’ or Sunshine: darlin’ 4. Hot or Beautiful: beautiful PRESENTLY 1. Is your hair wet?: nope 2. Is your cell phone right by you? behind me on my desk *checks* 3. Do you miss someone?: possibly 4. Are you wearing chapstick?: nope 5. Are you excited for tomorrow? it’s a new day 6. Are you watching TV?: nope 7. Are you...
seven likes.
i like how he always capitalizes nostalgia. i like how he disappeared and now i’m teeter-tottering on an edge i knew was coming. i like how far away i am, and never on the level people think i am. i like how they don’t print the entire date on the posters, just that it’ll be out in december. i like how i got gifts for the people who just keep missing when i reach for them. i like...
the dreams are so real lately.
ANDREW MURRAY, I SEE YOU ON TUMBLR WHEN YOU ARE...
