August 2010
i love these philosophies, even though i was so scared of them when you tried to teach them to me. maybe in a way, they take me back to somewhere i feel safe. where the senses are a lie, where we are not our bodies, but you still love me.
day nine: two emotioncons that describe your life
:3
~ o ~
day eight: three turn ons
1. closeness.
2. silly kisses.
3. hugs from behind.
day seven: four turn offs
1. egotism
2. instability
3. forgetful of me
4. grossness
day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1. alissa
2. jake
3. zeke
4. my sarah
5. elena
(there are more, you know who you are)
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timeskip. →
trying to understand it.
day five: six things you wish you'd never done
1. going to the library.
2. going to eclipse.
3. leaving comedy sportz early.
4. getting over emotional and causing a long set of problems.
5. dating so much senior year.
6. almost giving up.
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“you got so strong, i guess i need someone to be tough for.”
– sandman
day four: seven things that cross your mind
1. that i’m really really happy here and now.
2. him.
3. i really like school. and my homework. and my professors. fuck i love college.
4. alissa/zeke/jake/andrew/elena/sarah/elliot/becca. occasionally other randoms, but i’m always talking to these people at the very least haha
5. i text way too freakin’ much.
6. i’m really really excited about everything in my life...
day three: eight ways to win your heart
1. be there. i like people who are there.
2. be silly!
3. be sweet
4. be sincere
5. like books
6. eat more food than me
7. dance stupidly with me
8. lots of hugs and other sweet touches.
were we something extraordinary?
day two: nine things about yourself
1. i love too much. complete and utter fact, my greatest strength and flaw.
2. i run on ideas, usual based on my own heart. i follow people home to become their friend, i write people random things or long letters or i go dance in a fountain. i run on a passion that is my very soul.
3. i like boots, a lot.
4. my favorite song and color is dark blue.
5. compliments make my day, more than anyone...
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day one: ten things you want to say to ten...
1. you and me, we’re gonna have a video chat. cause i miss you, big brother.
2. i’m sorry i can’t be there for you, even though you’re the one i wanted to be there for the most.
3. you’re making me crazy, but i feel bad cause i keep screwing up.
4. i wonder what you mean.
5. it’s too bad you avoid me so, i was fond of you.
6. i love you. you’re so far...
10 DAY CHALLENGE
let’s do it! tomorrow shall be day one.
glycerinecrossfade:
yo sis, if you do it, I will too.
lunatictypewriter:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people...
10 DAY CHALLENGE
inmyskin:
whosincontrolnow:quittersneverwin:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day...
you feel like a dream
this was real, right? this time in all these exotic places, called san diego and encinitas and carlsbad. with things like the 101 and sunny beaches and hot weather and sketchland and me and you. it’s slipping away, as i settle back into the homeland i always knew. and i can’t shake the feeling that they will lose me, they will let this whirlwind of a life take me away from them....
“I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to...”
– The Land of Women (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
love is magnetic
i want to be alive. i want to love so powerfully that it takes over, takes over everybody i know. takes over myself. so much to give, i don’t see why people don’t already. one feels so alive, so alive when you love like this. so i won’t stop, not ever. because i’ve found even if the person you wanted to love you back doesn’t, you’ll find someone else who does....
i am going, i am going, i am going.
a dear friend told me how much love i have taught, and i was proud. proud to be me, proud of my teachings. proud i could love this strong.
so to the last one, the one i didn’t have time to stick something upon the window. thank you, for teaching me this. thank you for loving me.
because of you, i can love everyone else.
these goodbyes are so...
“I was so cynical, just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting. But sure...”
– Kate Voegele (via quotewhore)
it was a [definitely] good night
original quote was actually: “i didn’t realize i was wearing NON matching underwear until i took off my clothes.”
glycerinecrossfade:
i didn’t realize i was wearing matching underwear until it was all I was wearing. (isn’t that the original quote?)
lunatictypewriter:
youyeahyou:
“I didn’t realize I wasn’t wearing matching underwear until I went streaking in it”
“Everyone...
it was a good night
youyeahyou:
“I didn’t realize I wasn’t wearing matching underwear until I went streaking in it”
“Everyone has been in my dress tonight…but me”
“Thats not the shit I was talking about”
“on the back of a motorbike
with your arms outstretched trying to take flight...”
– death cab for cutie, brothers on a hotel bed
unlike the box at the top of my closet, my love for you wasn’t hidden in a massive bag under my bed; my hatred was. that’s why i was smiling when i returned it, to your doorstep. my hatred and my fight was gone, and it was the last string tying me to you. i don’t know when i stopped loving you…it was as subtle as when you stopped being someone i could love.
but i did find...
i am nowhere where i thought i’d be
and thank the universe for that
strangerchild:
johnnyderp:
death cab for cutie...
i liked how with each click there was someone new, someone else who was saying they loved you too.
in perfect suspension, i am content.
when i am serene, i think of the love letters i’d write to the ones lost in time.
“and i knew that you were a truth that i would rather lose,
than to have never lain beside at all”
“Thank you for calling/standing near me/being concerned. But I am not here right...”
– I Wrote This For You (via inmyskin)
this soul
there is a dragon there, at the exit of the castle. she’d slept a thousand years, walked a thousand steps, and battled a thousand ghosts to get to the rickety bridge to the final exit. over a huge moat of lava, as she began to walk the feeble wooden planks strung with rope didn’t seem like they’d hold…
but they grew stronger with every step. they were changing, changing...
13. go to a concert
completed august 10, 2010. warped tour~
“But I’ve understood something. If you trip while running down a hallway,...”
– Kushieda Minorin, Toradora
i didn’t know why you were sad and it made me sad. if i’d known i’d never have another chance to, i would’ve asked why.
i am flawed. the question isn’t who knows that or not; it’s who stands by you anyways.
